I don't discuss what I said in confession.
Except that you
did discuss it.
In response to incontrovertible evidence of your lies, you reported you went to confession…
and then you continued to claim "mistakes" that were intended to bolster your "greater idea."
You admitted that your "mistakes" were intended to support your "greater idea."
You can't have it both ways.
Either (1) you accidentally and without purpose made a mistake or (2) you willfully intended to serve your "greater idea" and intentionally contrived your "mistake"—an intentional lie to serve your purposes.
Having already confessed to us that you intended to serve your "greater idea," you admitted that you lied—but continue calling your lie a "mistake," stacking, as you habitually do, lie upon lie.