Gladius, you work a late-shift at a hotel?
I tried to get a job like that, it didn't work out. I like to stay up all night. Maybe we are "symbolically" staying up through the dark night of the Church, waiting for daylight.
I think the Church is plenty visible. As soon as I figured out something was wrong in VII, it took me no time at all to scout around on the Internet and discover sedevacantism. Heck, Mel Gibson made us world-famous, even if he is not the best advocate. No one can say that they haven't heard of traditional Catholics. God has seen to it with the Internet and all the other blessings He's given us that no one has an excuse ( yes, the Internet is a blessing in our time, without it there is no way I'd have found sedevacantism ).
I'm not sure what this list you're referring to is, though.