>> I got bigots running the chapel who shut the door to God in my face. Guess who that leaves as the alternative according to you.
Nobody can shut the door to God in your face, only you can do to yourself. I would rather say it was the devil who opened the exit door for you and you like a fool walked out.
>> But what they did was monstrous injustice and I will repay it.
You will repay nothing of the sort. All you will ever be allowed to repay is the punishment due to your own sins.
Yeah there you have it. The "devil" opened the exit door. He had help from his snakes in the chapel.
I changed completely after I lost my faith, and I see catholicism as a toxic delusion lifestyle of misery.
What are you going to do to save my soul, if I am worth saving that is.
Because the way I understand it, the parishioners think I am not worth saving, they dont give a damn.
Actually they do give a damn, to be precise that "Damn" is all they give.
I was very pious and spiritual at one time. But my crime in natural law which supercedes catholic law, my crime is that I was vulnerable, and vulnerability is ALWAYS attacked.
If you want to go to the sspx, you better be a wolf and not a sheep.
Some christians theyre supposed to be. Theyre the furthest thing from jesus. Pharisess.
These people live empty bitter lives of paranoia and conspiracy, and they feed on gossip and exalting their obscure political view and chapel manipulation and chapel politics. It is what they live for. They live for that adulation of their peers and the false front of piety when they are hypocrites, superficial, wolves in sheep clothing. I think my main enemies were frustrated because they were single into their 40s, and as for the married ones, Im sure some of that bitterness comes from the fact their wives never have an orgasm or are like a corpse in bed. Im sure that after they blackmail their spouse into the act that part of them wonders if she will report them for rape. Thats what I think of the catholic lifestyle. Misery. Unbridled Misery while they live in a straitjacket of polished manners and etiquette while on the inside they are bitter resentful hatefilled bigots who think theyre superior and heap contempt on everyone not of their own angle. Thats why theyre all single. No one would go near them with a ten foot pole. Twisted freaks absorbed in their own delusions. Society rejects them and their unjustified smug arrogance, and society rejects their church of atrocity, and no one dignifies their false claims with the time of day anymore.
They done that to themselves. They had absolute power and they screwed up their own monopoly.
The same kind of people had absolute power over me one time and look how I rightfully hate them now.