I type the following in the most serious mood.
I know a ban is inevitable, but I voiced my side of the story in the form of questions my enemies wont dare to answer.
As a result of this ban, and the boycott from all bigoted parishioners, I will walk away from the catholic faith,
never to return, never to make any more heroic efforts to reach out to bigots against me.
I will sin whenever I feel like, vote against the church in referendums and elections.
I will blacken the name of all who uphold the sspx amongst my circles as you did to me.
I will do this and much more, until my pain is cured by seeing my retribution fall on your heads.
How dare I be thrown out of the catholic church. How dare you people put me through this ordeal.
How dare you boycott me. How dare you refuse to dignify me with an apology.
Yes you will press that button, and cite my posts as reason.
But the true reason is that what I report opens a can of worms and I was correct to state that Im the scapegoat.
I should have called myself "Victim of Bigots".
Go ahead and press that button if you wish to silence a victim, yet know that in doing so you are terminating my only way to see a miraculous apology from those bigots who persecuted me, which is the only way to save my soul.
I cannot practice the religion unless they show repentance and unless they cease their politcal efforts to get me banned from the sspx for life. At present the priests dismiss their allegations for lack of evidence and falsehoods.
The priests know what the parishioners are like, and the parishioners presently make the priests lives miserable.
They have gone too far and gotten their own way for too long.
When they invoke Griego I am condemned for sure, that guy condemns me without investigation and I know it,
therefore I see no harm posting on this forum. Damned if I do damned if I dont.
What I say is important. If you press that button then that is the nail in the coffin of my efforts to solve the problem.
You want your chapel only for a select few? Fine. Push the button.
I will go to hell, but if ye cared about my soul none of this would have happened in the first place now would it?
I will expose those responsible in the end. Laugh while you can and forget about me.
I will break your hearts of stone in the future and inflict a scar that will haunt you.
Victims have a voice and I will make my voice heard in a way no one can censor.