Let me find out from my godparent from RCIA and get back to you on this. I really have no idea
This post tells us that you were baptised in the New Order (abbrev NO here) and not according to the traditional way.
This does not mean that your Baptism is invalid but the RCIA program is also not part of the traditional Catholic Church. It may not your fault that your expectations were not as you imagined. It may have been that the program was lacking.
We on CathInfo follow the teachings of the Church as they were taught up to the 2nd Vatican Council, which was destructive of the traditional way.
Very many of us here were part of the NO and grateful for God’s Mercy to deliver us from it.
Yes, there’s a lot to learn, be patient and take it slowly but seriously.
You cannot underestimate the power of your Mother, Mary. So you must get into the habit of saying the Rosary, even if you can only manage one decade at first. It will grow on you and be your consolation in all cirdumstances.
Welcome to the Catholic Church!