I react seriously to fluoride in our water. It gives me horrible stomach aches. And fluoride has been shown to fossilize the pineal gland, that center of the brain that helps us to focus and pray with attention.

http://humansarefree.com/2011/02/how-to-clean-up-pineal-gland.html Luckily this damage can be reversed/minimized.

Here are some other considerations. It would seem reasonable to me that Soulguard came back here, a Resistance forum, believing he would attract sympathy for having been (allegedly or otherwise) betrayed by a whole SSPX parish. I don't think that's entirely unreasonable. It's not as if the subject of SSPX spies reading private emails, telling lies, or using some kind of bullying tactic, has never been alleged here. His other accusations are not so far from that, I don't think. How many of us have not wondered, when we realize our computer has a virus, if it was hacked by someone we know? Of course there's a difference between that passing thought, and what it led to in this case. Not at all to suggest I believe everything he claims, only to point out he's not completely in left field. Don't we all know (directly or otherwise) of SSPX chapels that operate a bit like the elitist club he described, if not to the same degree?

Also, the Irish know betrayal like the back of their hand. When it's so frequent and recent it can really wear a person down.

I'm most concerned about the ѕυιcιdє attempt. I'd like to remind Soulguard that God does not have respect of persons. He doesn't so much care who it is that was murdered - the murderer always deserves hell even if the victim was he himself.

Anyway, the best penance is that which comes from others, not that which we choose for ourselves. I hope the remaining days of Soulguard's exile are fruitful.