In any case, I've given all my merits, such as they are, to Our Lady. And if she wanted to withhold the minimum amount of merit required to heaven, then I willingly give that to her as well ... to please her. If she loves someone more than she loves me, and wishes to take from me to give to that other person, then I am happy to please her that way by giving it up. What matters to me is to make Our Lady happy ... even if it's at the expense of my own happiness.