hello there guys
I'm catholic, baptized as a child, my family didn't practice the faith(grew up in a communist country) except for my grandmother(God rest her soul) who was deeply catholic. At around 16yo I got curious about religion, and started attending the novus ordo, took the sacraments(1st communion and confirmation), got heavily involved in the charismatic movement at 21yo went to seminary, there my faith got crushed with all the degeneracy (sodomites in all ranks) left seminary and novus ordo all together and became pentecostal(Assemblies of God) rebaptized by
immersion in a river, that was all in my home country, tbh have good memories from my time with the holly rollers, pious people, heavy bible study, strict modesty(dress) standards for women and men, fasting, praying, no vices etc.
Fast forward 5 years, I came to the US(legally) it was the beginning of the end , with work and school full time, it started chipping away to my beliefs/spirituality since no much time for piety. I also had to switch churches since Pentecostal trinitarians in the U.S were too worldly in my eyes so went to the black sheep of the Pentecostal world, the Modalists (UPCI) who reject the trinity and baptize in Jesus name only, rebaptize again in Jesus name. Found me a hottie in church and married, big mistake, 3 years into the marriage, found the wife cheating(fornication) that's grounds for divorce/remarriage with many evangelicals, in retrospect the marriage catastrophe was a lot my own fault, like postponing having kids for the indefinite future(she wanted kids right away) and finding the wife work to help pay the bills. I kinda hanged myself with my own rope there. After that I was devastated, left religion completely into agnosticism/atheism and a licentious bachelor life,
fast forward 10+ years with the sudden loss of my father (harsh/painful experience) I decided to give God a chance again. Novus ordo was out so decided to try what I had never experienced before, the TLM. I remembered from the seminary days, ok Lefebvrians

so here we go, found me the closest SSPX chapel and my first Latin mass ever was, Palm Sunday of 2022 anno Domini, by the grace of God.
Outside the obvious core of the TLM which is reverence in the Liturgy etc. I was also pleasantly surprised with the piety of many of the faithful, women in long skirts and modest apparel, they are not at the level of the holly rollers(no makeup or jewelry and not cutting of the hair as a veil)but is good enough for me. Not everything is perfect though. I have noticed a bit of a maybe improper behavior from mostly single ladies to some guys, myself included, Its very subtle and lowkey so it doesn't bother me at all but it's there. I wish I had found tradition at he very beginning of my spiritual journey, oh well just is life, now the damage the modernists have done destroying the Faith and robbing the whole WORLD(not just he faithful) from experiencing anything catholic, is just an unbelievable crime. God will not be mocked, I guess this an uncharitable thing to say but I hope they burn. Anyway looking forward to reading the good, the bad and the ugly in the world of tradition in this board

maybe ask some questions every now and them. Pax tecuм.