Hi josefamendez,
thank you for your advice. I will try to go to SSPX mass once a month, I want to attend First Saturday devotion. Only place that is possible is that SSPX chapel. All other Novus Ordo priests don't offer it as a reparation for Our Lady of Fatima.
Gas prices also are record high and I can't afford to go often as I should or would go in normal circuмstances.
I know that Bugnini was a freemason that worked with protestants to create Novus Ordo mass, but I there have been scientifically proven Euchristic miracles in Novus Ordo mass, twice in Poland in last 15 years or so. That puzzles me so much, and I think maybe bishop Williamson is correct. God doesn't abondon his sheep (disciples) and still is present after a valid consecration.
But in Croatian language it's used word "for all (za sve)" and not "for many (za mnoge)" in consecration prayer for Blood of Jesus. Does that mean that consecration is invalid?
Hi Josip- this is my advice. Take it for what it's worth. Go to the SSPX Mass as often as is possible. 100 km is a lot but not impossible at least once a month. Make an appointment with the SSPX priest for general advice on your situation. Read your missal for Sunday Masses that you are not able to attend, Make Spiritual communions and keep the Lord's day Holy as best you can. IMHO, the Novus Ordo does not fulfill the Sunday obligation as it is a destroyer of the faith. God bless you-pray your Rosary every day and our Lady will make this work for you!