Don't you? My mistake then. I was almost certain that you did.
You're right that I constantly distinguish between the two and have said that I wouldn't spent a lot of time arguing the point against someone who believed in BoD proper, and that my issue is with the kind of BoD that undermines EENS.
With regard to BoD proper, I have pondered the question and have read extensively about it, and find the reasons AGAINST it much more compelling than the reasons FOR it. In fact, I don't find any actual hard evidence for it. It appears to be nothing more than the product of speculative theology.
I find several compelling reasons to reject it.
But I acknowledge that the Church has long tolerated this opinion and do not presume to condemn those whom the Church has not condemned. So, as you can see, I am not a Dimond "dittohead", as it were. Dimonds say that even BoD for catechumens is heretical. I have multiple points of disagreement with them.
I have pondered these questions for years, have read voluminously about the subject, including from the original Greek and Latin of the Fathers, and many other sources. I have prayed about these questions, have asked God to enlighten me about it, to always lead me to the truth. I am not shooting from the hip here and just grinding some axe.
I have been accused of being a mindless Dimond follower, of having succuмbed to SBC propaganda, and even of rejecting BoD due to not wanting souls to be saved (by the local prophet). None of these could be further from the truth.