My friends, I have a final prayer request to make of you. I am recognizing the disturbing signs of the onset of schizophrenia in myself. I would appreciate your prayers for me but mostly for my mother. If the Lord wills that I descend to the nightmare world of mental illness, I will embrace that cross, but I cannot bear the thought of my poor mother having to see her only son enter there. That is why this is anonymous. Some who read here know who I am and I do not want word to reach her. I do not want her to know unless it becomes absolutely necessary. I ask Matthew to keep my name private. If I lose control and start being a nuisance, please don't hesitate to ban my account. Thank you all. May we meet in Heaven.

Praying for you and your family

You are in my prayers, for sure. 

It might be environment/lifestyle/diet-induced symptoms, not a true neurological condition (unless you received a Covid jab).

To alleviate these symptoms, take:

- CBD oil (it's costly but it's an investment into your health not an expense)
- fish oil (1 or 2 grams total fat/day)
- vitamin D (around 8,000 IU's/day) as peer-reviewed studies show it greatly reduces neurological disorders          including Alzheimer's disease
- make sure you have a balance of amino acids
- stop consuming caffeine, for it increases cortisol and it's behind many mental problems.
- eat plenty of sugar/carbs with very little dietary fat (sugar greatly reduces cortisol levels and builds your          immune system; fat blocks insulin receptors which causes diabetes and viscous blood)
- take Ivermectin at least twice a week, especially if you received the Covid jab or you were shed on by the "vaxxed" and became sick.
- get a blood test to see if you have nutritional imbalances/deficiencies.
- stay away from 5G and cell towers.

Ask St. Dymphna to intercede to Our Lord for you to be cured.

Don't trust psychiatrists. That industry is a lie.

I will pray for you , but please, if you get a chance, take a look at Jerry Marzinsky’s videos on YouTube.He has a different take on schizophrenia and has had a lot of experience in that area. God bless you 

Praying for you!
There was advice in this thread about eating plenty of sugar with minimal dietary fat, horrible advice! Please do the opposite as sugar is NEVER an answer to anything, it’ll add unwanted weight and continual cravings.
Put this in God’s hands, as you stated, and all will be well.

This is an asinine dogma of the ignorati. Sugar has a place in a healthy person's diet. Mind you, not excessive sugar, but carbs are essential to life.