Thank you again.
I welcome any suggestions for exploration. I have had a lot of blood tests and an MRI of the brain and nothing is showing up, but my body is telling me something is very wrong and it is falling apart. I am grasping at straws.
I have tried a B-complex vitamin, it's a good suggestion it is not working though. I have had olive oil in my diet. I don't have diabetes or of course Alzheimers. Though I must ask for prayers for my mother, as she is getting forgetful and it runs in the family so it is a possibility for her. I am hoping she can come see me soon, it is a long way to travel for her at her age. It would be reassuring for us to be together though I hate to burden her with this.
I will see my primary care physician on the 13th but have no expectations as this is not his specialty and he is out of ideas, it is the neurologist on the 21st that may help. But I do not have much confidence either. I have seen him once via telemed and he did not offer much. If he is no help, I will have to look for a third neurologist, and this takes time.. too much time, my time is running out quickly. I do not think I have months unless a new medication is found. The medicine I am on now is near the maximum dose, not sufficently suppressing the tremors, and side effects starting to be disturbing. We have to find a new medication to go along with it, and so far this is not happening, and all it is, is to try to mitigate the tremors not cure them as I have no diagnosis as to the cause.
I am constantly shaking and sometimes it is like being hit. It is like being held and violently shook or hit. Sometimes it subsides enough to sleep but it is building up to a point where that may not be possible. I can't last much longer like this.
Forgive me I have gone on awhile. I do not like to speak about my troubles, but since I am so greatly in need of help and it is so desperate I am relying on everyone.
Kyrie eleison. Christi eleison. Kyrie eleison.