Your failure to consent to BOD/BOB as taught by the Council of Trent and by the Eternal Father to St Catherine of Siena, is a punishment of blindness by the Holy Ghost because of your (manifest) pride and your lack of love of neighbour. This means that you could never accept the doctrine of the Divine Innocence, because its understanding is contiguous with recognition of BOB/BOB.
God will hold you in your blindness until such time as you correct your interior indiscipline, in being subject to God and His laws.
"truth and falsehood in the intellect correspond to good and evil in the appetite." Aristotle (Ethic. vi, 2 )
Titus 3:10-11
"A man that is a heretic, after the first and second admonition, avoid:
Knowing that he, that is such an one, is subverted, and sinneth, being condemned by his own judgment."
John 8:47
"He that is of God, heareth the words of God. Therefore you hear them not, because you are not of God."
Proverbs 21:16
"A man that shall wander out of the way of doctrine, shall abide in the company of the giants."