Where I live, there are no sspx or resistance chapels near by, and I am a minor in a non-Catholic family, so there is no way for me to take a 40 minute trip to the closest independent chapel. So what did I do all this months? I went to an diocesan TLM that is near my house. Today, however I didn't go, here's why:
I have been thinking a lot lately. The priests at the parish certainly have good intentions, but I feel like I am getting the same modernism but with Latin and polyphony. In other words, they're phonies. You can see this especially when the priest mentions St Faustina in his homily, or when he talks about how the council was misinterpreted and John Paul II and all that nonsense. This made not want to go many times, but I still attended that mass anyway, until today, because I have read many times that the new rite of ordination might be invalid. So if the priest who offers that mass isn't a priest, does the transubstantiation happen in that mass ? are the confessions that I have made there valid?
I'm guessing the answer to these questions is no, but I still need your advice. Have I committed a sin by not going to the diocesan mass? Keep in mind that I can't talk to a traditional priest at the moment, and I probably won't be able to do this for a long time. Also, in case you are interested, while I am still unable to go to a traditional chapel (my parent's won't let me) I am planning on asking my parent's to take me to St Mary's in DC every once in a while, where there is an old diocesan priest that says the Latin mass. I am guessing that he must have been ordained with the old rite, so the mass there is valid, I hope.
I hope I didn't disturb anybody here by saying most of the people, including the priest, at the near by diocesan parish are phonies. Neo-traditionalism (as in, the fake traditionalists in the novus ordo church) is phoniness so that's why I call neo-cons phonies. Hopefully I didn't offend anybody.