I will immediately add your prayer intentions to my daily Rosary. And have also added you to our Saint Philomena prayer group. May Our Blessed Mother come to your help! Amen.
Try to remember, even when we think God is silent, He never abandons us for a moment...we may think he is not talking to us, but He is always listening so you must always keep talking to Him! I read a Saint say, I'm sorry I can't recall who, that when we stay Faithful to Him especially in His seeming silence toward us, that we receive all the more graces. Try to keep up each day with your prayers, and other religious/spiritual exercises. I will pray for your perseverance. God bless.