Spouse- share away. I always see you on here, and its nice. I'm sure your spiritual life is a difficult one given your geographical location and surroundings. Have faith! For the past year, I've sort of meditated on the fact of why it is that some are blessed with the True Faith, and why some reject it. It is something which I will never fully understand unless our Lord decides to reveal it to me in this life or the next. Why have I been given Grace, and others not? Why have I accepted it, and others not? Its a mystery, to say the least. I guess I'm saying, rejoice in the fact that you hold the Truth, hang on to it, pray for the graces, as my good friend Hobble said, "to practice what we confess to be true."
Here's a verse in the bible I find quite beautiful, and just read the other day. It's been in my head since I've read it. Its so powerful. And when I meditate on the fact that Jesus Christ, our GOD, said these words, in those times, and really think about it- I am utterly and beautifully flabbergasted. This Man was God.
Matthew Chapter 16:
24 Then Jesus said to his disciples: *If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
25 *For whosoever will save his life, shall lose it: and he that shall lose his life for my sake, shall find it.
26 For what doth it profit a man, if he gain the whole world, and suffer the loss of his own soul? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
27 For the Son of man shall come in the glory of his Father, with his angels: *and then will he render to every man according to his works.
28 Amen, I say to you, *there are some of them standing here, who shall not taste death, till they see the Son of man coming in his kingdom.I don't know that this helps you in any way. Its okay to be sorry for souls who haven't come to Christ and his Church I think. But remember, God wants us to be happy not sad. Maybe meditating on him may do you some cheering up and get you back into the fight my dear. Its not an easy one, but its worth it!