DEAR BROTHER NATHANAEL — Thank you for your Website. I have learned much from it and it has changed my life. I want to tell you my story.

I grew up as a Jєω in New York and was raised from early childhood to be a Zionist. Although I received no strong religious training as you did, most Jєωs are conditioned in the very same way as me.

I learned that Jєωs were special and different, and were not to mix with Gentiles. My family made me fearful of non-Jєωs. I spent six years going to a summer camp with all Jєωιѕн children. Every year, each summer, being with only Jєωs, is a form of Jєωιѕн-elitist indoctrination to young impressionable minds.

My parents would ask me constantly, “Is that person Jєωιѕн?” whenever I made a new friend, or had a new teacher, or, later in life, co-workers or partners or bosses. The message was the same: Stick with Jєωs - only trust the Jєωs. My grandfather threatened to cut me out of his will when I dated a Christian boy at age 16.

And yet my experience was that Jєωs themselves were not trustworthy! Many Jєωs hold grudges and cut you off for the slightest infraction. I didn’t experience or see much forgiveness among Jєωs. If I couldn’t trust Gentiles, and couldn’t trust Jєωs, where did that leave me? Alone much of the time, not trusting anyone.

There also was no beneficent Higher Power to love and forgive me. While there were a few vague references to some sort of God, I didn’t grow up with a Higher Power in my life, certainly not a loving God like Jesus. Our “god” was the “Jєωιѕн people” and the “state of Israel” which we must never fail in our loyalty to.

Most damaging of all was that I learned to distrust Jesus, to be afraid of him and see him as the boogey man. I was programmed to never, ever set foot in a Church. God forbid I practiced Christianity or loved Jesus! All of this was considered blasphemous. As a loyal daughter, I obeyed.

This, to me, is the greatest tragedy — that young Jєωs are brainwashed to stay away from Jesus Christ. We are guilt-tripped and threatened with a sort of ex-communication should we stray. What kind of religion has to use fear and punishment to keep its members in the tribe?

I have been stunned to read on your Website how Jєωs influenced some of the most egregious of historical events. I had no idea that Jєωs were important players in the Russian Revolution. It floored me to discover that there was a reason behind Hitler’s blind hatred of the Jєωs: The Jєωs’ corruption of Germany and their attempts to destroy that Christian nation. Jєωs have always been portrayed as innocent victims of anti-Semitism.

Brother, you have written in great detail about how the Jєωs have now corrupted this country. You’ve explained how Jєωs are in control of the media, law, entertainment, etc. Obama has historically high numbers of Jєωs within his administration.

Not only have Jєωs taken over the reigns of power, but they have changed the personality of this country from a Christian to a Jєωιѕн one. Jєωιѕн-type character traits permeate the entire society: There’s now the obsession with self, with consumerism, and with saving money — bargain hunting being a nationwide craze. This cheapness has helped drive businesses to sweatshops overseas.

We have the worship of pleasure and sex, pornography and trashy movies, and abortion on demand. Watch the disgusting reality shows and observe people being humiliated and degraded. Anyone growing up in a Jєωιѕн family knows what it’s like to be subject to searing criticism and shaming, which often substitutes for true affection.

Christianity is being trashed, and more and more people are becoming atheists. Look at most of the atheist organizations and notice that they are run by Jєωs. It breaks my heart to see what my ethnicity has done throughout history and is doing right now to this country. I’ve asked myself, why?

I think it started thousands of years ago when Jєωs rejected Jesus Christ, who was a beacon of Light in the world. Jesus brought a new way of thinking and behaving but the Jєωs were too obstinate and arrogant to accept him. Most still are.

And now Jєωs are doing what their ancestors did back then — trying to destroy anything or anyone having to do with Christ. It’s partly, I think, because Jєωs are too stubborn to admit they were wrong (another notoriously Jєωιѕн trait). Of course, it’s hard to admit you’re wrong when you have no loving Jesus to forgive you!

Maybe what is happening, and has been happening for centuries, is a form of Jєωιѕн revenge. The Jєωs are so angry and hurt about being stood up that they want to destroy the beauty and sacredness Christians have found with Christ.

They have also taken matters into their own hands by becoming their own messiahs. Jєωs have elevated the previously obscure concept of “Tikkun Olam” to the centerpiece of Judaism. Tikkun means Jєωs fixing and repairing the world. It also means that God left the world imperfect on purpose so that Jєωs will perfect the world. It’s delusional, and very, very dangerous.

After much education and introspection, I have decided that I can no longer be part of this religion, not that it was much of a religion to begin with! I will always be an Eastern European Jєω, for that is my ethnicity.

However, I have recently accepted Christ as my Savior. This is the most rewarding, but hardest, action of my life. It is very difficult for me to trust Christ, given the scars left by my Zionist upbringing. I feel like I am deprogramming myself from a cult.

I will continue to strive every day of my life to honor and worship Jesus, even though I have to blast through many layers of scar tissue to get to him.

Sincerely, A Recovering Jєω