Well, it's just that when I think of the Judgment, 29 seems much, much to old... When you're younger, you tend to think of life in terms of what you can't wait to be able to do in this life, that you can't do at the time. Then, at some point, the newness of all of that stuff wears off, and you realize that your life is flying by faster than you can remember it, and you aren't necessarily getting any holier. Plus, you've done that many years worth of things you shouldn't have. It's not a nice thought to think of the end, when you think of things that way.
All I can say is, I hope the Lord is patient with me for a long time yet.