or :devil2:???
Which of the above sows doubt, fear, suspicion, paranoia?
Does this help answer your question?
One should no more blindly follow Bp. Fellay than Bp. Williamson.
It's good to examine oneself and allow God to disclose our hearts to ourselves.
If you find yourself pridefully enjoying bashing Bishop Fellay, then stop! Would you speak that way to his face? (I assume not.) Think! Do you REALLY desire his soul to be lost? If so, you don't please Our Lord. He desires no one to be lost.
Why not assign yourself some small but memorable penance every time you speak out of pride or unholy motive?
That worked for me. There was a certain "small" sin into which I kept falling, despite my best intentions. So I gave $1.00 every time I slipped up. After a month, it hurt my wallet enough that I began to be able to recognize the temptation before the sin. Now, slip-ups are rare. Why not speak with the priest in Confession?