You will find out in Heaven, Meg, when all things will be disclosed. The Savior said to keep your works secret and known most of all to the Heavenly Father, as for e.g. Mother Mary did, so that the Father who sees in secret will reward you. I do not need or seek praise or approval from man. I seek to please God, as St. Paul the Apostle said he did and actually did. I'm all in on TLM advocacy and its importance. I oppose running away and defeatism, and "chastisement mentality" and related errors. Some sede and sede lite errors, some other errors not related to SVism.