If you are insinuating beauty, it is not a factor at this point. Not for me, anyways. I love Our Blessed Virgin and she is beautiful, but that is not why. I have always liked dorks. It's the science that puts me off. I need a spiritually whole woman. That is missing even at the SSPX. There are other chapels out there, not without taking a plane for me, but I will move soon and get there.
That leaves five single women, none of whom you find attractive. You don’t hate them. They aren’t feminists, but well, they’re just not your type.
I am deeply sorry you have not had the best of luck. For whatever reason this chastisement you may not know now, but it is necessary.