Do not presume to know my internal motivations, thoughts or desires.
I have never hidden my true character. I am flawed. I have been used and I bought into a series of lies and deceptions. I have supported lies under the false notions that they were true or reflected truth.
I have also learned my lessons, not because of CathInfo, but despite of it. The truth has been buried under lies, and a few at CathInfo are responsible for supporting those lies and errors.
CathInfo has been quite a recruiting tool for Boston, and was used many times to convince others of the illegitimacy of the accusations against Pablo and Boston.
Father And Pablo point to the obvious lies and exaggerations featured here and used those to cast doubt on the mostly or wholly true testimonies also featured here.
The likes of Croixalist and Incredulous actually hampered my search for truth, and have kept others from understanding the true problems with Boston.
Those are your actions. I do not dare to presume your inner motivations for your actions, however, as I am not God, nor do I know either of you well enough to assume any motivations of any sort.
I have never sought to lie to anyone, nor have I sought to deceive. I wanted to do God’s will for myself, and to do and be a good Catholic and a good son to my mother and a good brother for Chris. My intentions were sincere, as is my quest for the truth in all things.
I have failed in many ways, and to my mother and to my brother I owe much.
I owe to God above all others.
I am flawed. I am weak. I need His strength to continue, despite the failures and sins of the past.
I am not a liar.
I am not evil.
I am a work in progress.
What is this? A Stuart Smalley daily affirmation? I-I-I-I-I-I-I-
Right, blame me, blame Fr Pfeiffer, blame Pablo, blame CathInfo, blame everybody else except... can you guess?
This forum absolutely had the truth on Boston, but you couldn't take it because it wasn't complimentary towards you. I know Matthew for one took great pains to give you plenty of space at CathInfo. It's called pride. Funny how all these narcissistic personalities all kind of came together at once. Nibbling on the edges of other narratives like an old shoe isn't helping. Work on your own narrative and come back with something of use.