Manuel,
Very intelligent and good people continue to list only facts and personal experiences. Your eternal, unwavering response to these good people is to accuse them of “lies, deceptions, rumors”. These people become agitated only because of your constant denials, lies and subterfuges. Psychologists call your reactions "projection".
All the while you know that these are facts, but your programming does not permit you to admit it. To compare honest Catholic people to radical lesbian feminists is desperate, wouldn’t you agree, at least in your heart of hearts? But don’t admit it to us. It might break the spell, and fragment your fragile armor.
As Will Rogers, used to say: “If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging”.
He also said: “After eating an entire bull, a mountain lion felt so good he started roaring. He kept it up until a hunter came along and shot him. The moral: When you're full of bull, keep your mouth shut.”.