I came out of an independent chapel and when the priest died, the people split 5 different directions, one being home. Keep the FAith, not the building and don't get close to people to think you are leaving a family. The point is to keep the FAith. What did the people of Japan do, when they had no sacraments and clergy for over 300years! Our Lady said, Rosary and penance! They did, and when clergy did arrive, they found 65% of the Faith intact. Wow! It will hurt to leave. We had to do it. Don't be surprised, those you thought were friends, may never call on you again. The confusion is so thick! Take care of yourself, for now. It is your Faith that is at stake. When you disagree with what you hear and your stomach tells you, this is not right, go! If you don't, you may find yourself regretting your decision to stay. Do whats your soul tells you to do.