Plainly put, I just can't keep up the pace, and still do my duty to wife/children.
Both priest and wife have mentioned it.
More than once.
Hopefully, I have done some good here.
Too much time researching, posting, following threads, etc.
A better man would have been able to keep things in balance and perspective.
But I am choleric by temperment, and don't really do anything 50/50.
So, knowing my own proclivities, I have decided to withdraw from the internet fray, in order to spend more time with family.
I will be with you in spirit.
Hope you understand.