As the Irish would say --
Put your head between your legs, and kiss your butt goodbye!
Seriously, though, this "jab" is seriously dangerous, and likely modifies your DNA for the rest of your life. You are now a GMO. Aren't you glad you followed the herd and listened to the Media?
God always forgives.
Man sometimes forgives.
Nature never forgives.
That is all you need to know. God will forgive you if you repent. Some men will "forgive you" and others will hold it against you. But nature? Nature is a ruthless, cold-hearted beast. You inject poison into the only son of a widow, and that widow is being supported and cared for by the son -- and the poison will RUTHLESSLY do its thing, destroying the body of the son, causing him to die. No psychopath (without a conscience) is worse than nature, when it comes to doing things completely without regard for human feelings.
I guess some people have to learn the hard way...
I know, I should be nicer, but what did you think of guys like us (here on CathInfo) during your "moment of weakness" when you decided to follow the herd? I bet you thought we were "crazy conspiracy nuts" or something like that. Well -- that'll show you to dismiss our collective advice as foolish.
Be more circuмspect and careful next time.