Soulguard, I want to be among the first to wish you very well, indeed. I am among those who, unknowingly, tried to correct some of your posts for what I perceived as a form of egocentrism in your theological opinions. I hope that when you read those remarks you could sense that I was also trying to cast them in the light of a grudging respect for your intelligence - which I see, given what you've just admitted here on this forum, is as considerable as I first sensed.
I agree strongly with your diagnosis of the hellish state of psychiatric praxis. I am remotely aware, these days, that it's only grown worse since my own efforts to help a friend who was caught up in it back in the 1980s, a victim of medical stupidity involving excessive steroid therapy in the treatment of an underlying auto-immunological disease. My search for someone to step in and halt the ongoing malpractice led me to speak with the late Dr. Thomas Szasz, a psychiatrist affiliated with the NY State Univ. system and famous critic of psychiatry as it was being "practiced" at that time.
You may wish to start your search for assistance by checking out what
may contain some factual information about his work, here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_SzaszAnother possible source of some direction might be, believe it or not, one Dr. Ray Guarendi, a clinical psychologist in Ohio who has TV and radio programs on the EWTN network. I have heard him often enough (he can be VERY funny as well as insightful) to sense that he, too, would be sympathetic to your own comments and professionally equipped to offer you some practical guidance from a Catholic perspective (he's not a Trad, of course.) Nevertheless, his outlook is suspicious concerning the over-diagnosis phenomenon and I am quite sure he would be objective and empathetic in your case.
You can contact him on the web @
http://drray.com/ (use the "contact" button to write him.)
Those are two points of departure for you and I hope they help.
You do have friends here and I hope you will come to find that I intend to be one of them.
Most important, don't lose your sense of humor.