For years I had felt increasingly and oppressively, the feeling of under achievement. Mid life crisis is the term if you adhere to atheist uses of psychotherapy and there prescription 'remedies'. If one leaves the church, as I had, one goes to sins of lust and envy and drunkenness and anger, and hatred, which is a non believer you can do. You can make up the rules as you go along to suit your own selfish gains. One of many millions of people doing this. Then it's normal, cause every one else is and it's legal! The worst of all of these sins is using sex as a commodity, because money is mixed right in with this. The end result is abortion from casual sex, split up families, because they never planned a family, or had Christian morals. I saw a picture of an aborted baby boy in England and that baby haunts me. I'm afraid. You see I'm afraid because even the lust of pornography and masturbation is adultery and you lust after those who have abortions and therefore promote it or are in with that sin. This is the reason to stay celibate, unless your married and are having a family, its sdultery and we are in sin of murdering like an accessory to murder. I want to remain poor and anonymous and humble and die unknown. Our Lord Jesus knows me and you and everyone. That's all I need and it's when I turn my back for sin or stop going to mass that I'm scandalized. But to scandalize oneself by sɛҳuąƖ scandal, theft, or worse especially under the Catholic church with great hypocrisy is being a false profit. The Jean Vanier news made me feel sick. There are countless priests since vatican 2 and brothers. I dont go to church for the Priest. I pray the mass as everyone there does, being penitent and going to confession so I can go to communion. I would have probably killed myself or other people if I had have drove because I loved my beer too much as a younger person. So I never drove. Being poor and unsuccessful makes me free of scandal. I consider it a blessing now after seeing all of the scandals recently. Lord Jesus wants the meek for Himself. I am blessed and theres more of us than anyone else. God bless and defend those who are moral who have power and influence. It's extremely difficult for them as the devil tempts them way more.
Topic: We are told to not have fame and power by Our Lord (Read 798 times)