Dear Kay, Do not despair. Read some good books like "Come Rack Come Rope" or "Fabiola". These are two wonderful books that I read to my children this past year to try and ready them for what most likely will come. Pray to Sts. Campion and Southwell. Persons under Elizabeth the Heretics England suffered these same happenings. Of course they had the consolation of a Catholic Pope. However, it has been said that even the Saints said these are the times of glory and Super Saints to yet be made.