I have been studying the Traditional Catholic Faith in the past few months. I was baptized Catholic (I think) shortly after the V2 council. I attended a parochial school from K thru 8 and then a "Catholic" high school where I did learn some Catholic History including the history of antipopes. I was Confirmed (I think) in the 1980's. I became a Cafeteria Catholic in college and returned to orthodoxy and what I thought was the Catholic Church shortly after. I was always pro-life and I joined a "Catholic" young adults group as well as some "Catholic" Charismatic prayer groups in my area. I was introduced to the Latin Mass on a visit to EWTN in the late 1990's. I learned a lot more about the Catholic Faith by watching EWTN and listening to a Catholic radio station and attending lots of Catholic retreats. Unfortunately I now recognize I was getting an altered version of the True Catholic Faith. About 10 years ago I met some Traditional Catholics in my area through prolife work, but they lacked charity and I was turned off from the Latin Mass because of their fanatical and judgmental ways. I have forgiven them, and I am now starting to believe that they were just poor and weak messengers, and I decided to take another look at the Traditional Catholic groups. For years I was told that the liberal priests and nuns who are so against the prolifers were just twisting Vatican II to suit their own agendas. I recently read the V2 docuмents on the Vatican's website, and I finally saw the heresies they contain. I have also read why the Novus Ordo Mass is invalid, The Plot Against the Church, the 1936 article on the Jєωιѕн Peril from the Catholic Gazette of London, and Ratzinger's heretical writings in Principles of Catholic Theology. I know about the FSSP, the SSPX, the SSPV, the CMRI, the Thuc line, the Siri Pope Gregory XVII folks, and others. I have read the writings of Father Luigi Villa and I know about Malachi Martin and Fr. Rama Coomaraswamy. I have studied the varying opinions and I am leaning towards a Sedevacantist or Sedeimpedist (sp??) position. I stopped attending the Novus Ordo Mass because I could not stand the casual worship anymore. I will not attend a diocesan Latin Mass or the FSSP, and I am still hesitant to go to the Sedevacantist chapel near me because I do not know if the priest has true apostolic succession. I am living like the Japanese Catholics or the English Recusants who did not have priests or Mass for centuries. I do this by trying to make a Spiritual Communion daily, also a Perfect Act of Contrition when I sin, and by reading Traditional Catholic writings including the writings of the Saints. I also pray the Rosary and pray to Our Lady of Good Success. I have rejected the Chaplet of Divine Mercy and all popes after Pius XII. So where do I turn for a valid Latin Mass??? I live between Tampa and Orlando.