My apology. I misspoke. I did not mean that I pay fully for my sins, rather that I pay in full my temporal punishment. Of course I would rather not experience purgatory, however I do not feel right that someone else help to pay my temporal punishment. Ironically, I do not have any issue with helping to pay anyone else’s temporal punishment.
This is one of those things that I am finding it exceedingly difficult to articulate properly.
I do not believe or think that I am coming from a place of pride or vanity as has been suggested in my real life, but I grant that is quite possible, facing reality head on.
If I am made to see that I am wrong on this, I fully intend to amend my way of thinking—I do not desire to be in error.
I just believe that since I am the one that sinned, and our Lord has paid in blood to accept the sin itself, I should be held fully accountable for my temporal penance.
Please ladies and gentlemen, help me to explore this and if I am wrong point it out to me how and why.