Thank you sir for the good references; I'll look into those books.
I must admit I am by no means a traditional Catholic or even close. I am 44 years old, and only had a spiritual awakening about 5 months ago and I am devouring anything I can read; right now I am concentrating on the basics, relationship with God first of all, and most intensely reading wise on the New Testament, and I am also looking into whatever I can find about Saint Giles (our lineage goes back to him in fact).
In an odd coincidence (in fact now I don't think it's a coincidence at all), in 2009 we adopted 3 children from a Polish orphanage in Wroclaw. I found out yesterday that there is in fact a Saint Giles church in that town; in fact i walked by it a number of times, not noticing it since i don't read much Polish and the building is very modest (the John - Paul building is right there too, and huge in comparison). It's my belief that God directed us to these three children in Wroclaw due to the Saint Giles church there.
Before 5 months ago I was pretty secular; then as I was developing these concepts as more of an academic exercise, (on the 3 End Times prophecy confluence) I experienced a series of demonic attacks that I would not have believed possible as recently as August of last year. They were horrifying, it made the movie the Exorcist looks like a lighthearted comedy.
Through prayer, and accepting Jesus as my savior, God bailed me out. These demons can do a lot of stuff I never recognized was possible; illusions, heart palpitations, bad dreams, it goes on and on. Deceptions like you wouldn't believe, that seem so real. They can convince you of things that in hindsight, are ridiculous, but at the time they are totally credible.
The attacks came because a force did not want me to finish this work, and so I am getting the word out to every good Christian (and non-Christian in the hopes of winning them over) that I can find. The bad guys didn't like my work at all, and that's part if why I am informing my elder brothers and sisters in Christ, about everything I've learned, in case it helps.
Best,
Erik