As a Roman Catholic, of course you should believe that "God is my Provider". He is and ever will be. He provides your life, your family, your friends, and your world, whether or not you gain physical or spiritual comfort in this life, etc. The difference between Catholic Faith in Salvation from the on-going protestant heresy, is that Salvation, according to Catholicism, is an ongoing journey - full of temptations, sins, PENANCE and blessings - but a journey none the less. Our "end of Journey" (i.e.: Salvation) relies on our obedience and fortitude ("Works") of what the Church teaches and demands during the life God grants us here on Earth. The heretical thinking of "I have a one way ticket to heaven" due to just an emotional "urge" that I think I've been saved is just that…a heretical thinking and delusion. Catholics earn their Salvation from the trials and blessings of this life...protestants just think (and blink - like the Jeannie comedy in the 1960's) they are saved.