I had a dream after making my last thread. I am not sure but it may have had something to do with people praying for me. I like to think that at least.
I have thought about this dream since having it. I wasn't sure if I should share it or not. I guess maybe I am a little afraid of what people might think. Yeah I know that might be surprising to hear considering the things I have posted on this site in the past.
Anyways, I have decided to share the dream. Here it goes...
I remember [in the dream] that it was night time...probably around 9-10 pm or so. We were in an open patch of grass surrounded by smaller trees. The area we were in was on a small hill. The sky was lit up by the stars without any trace of clouds. The temperature was perfect. It was so perfect that you didn't need to dress up or dress down because of being too hot or cold. Then there was a slight breeze that felt amazing. There was a small group of us probably around 3 maybe 4. Then there was Christ laying on his back with his hands rested behind His head. We were all starring at Him listening to Him talk. We would each take turns asking Him questions, and many times His answers left us amazed.
Looking into Christ's eyes had a piercing effect. Looking into His eyes made me realize that He possessed all of the knowledge of the entire universe. But ultimately it did not matter. Because after looking into His eyes, and realizing these things, I began to understand that Love is what God is about ultimately. And the look on Christ's face, as He was talking to us, spoke this in everything He was saying. He had this look of joy (as if He wanted to smile) as He was talking to us and answering our questions. But He didn't really smile...it just looked like He wanted to. He was illuminated in holiness and love as well. I remember, vaguely, Him answering one of the other people's questions. Christ's answer stirred up amazement amongst everyone. Then I looked to my right at one of the other people. I remember Him saying, "so.. time travel is possible" in amazement. And then I realized that I was seeing through the eyes of one of the Apostles. But it was almost like I was sharing the body of an Apostle. Christ was speaking to more than just the Apostle, but He was also speaking to me. And the other member's of our group were other Apostles. I think I was witnessing some of Christ's teachings that were not included in the Bible or any other source. Just stuff between Him and the Apostles. And then I remember talking to Him telling Him about how I had just received my Bachelor's degree in Business, and how I couldn't find a very good job. His response was, "Why did you want to get your college degree again?". He was asking me this because He wanted me to think about His question. But I remembered that I sat there and thought about it, but I couldn't remember why I even made this decision. So I couldn't answer His question. I even thought about this question, for the next day or 2, after having this dream. And the answer came to me after 1-2 days. But I will come back to this after I finish the dream...
Then all of a sudden, it was just me and Christ sitting side by side next to each other. His presence made me aware of my soul, and the marks of sin that are on my soul. It made me feel a deep sorrow, but at the same time His presence made me realize He still loved me. And this eased my sorrow. I remember asking Him more questions. Sometimes His answers seemed vague or it didn't come to Him right away. It would frustrate me. I kept thinking to myself, "but you are God...you should know this".
Then it was back to the group of us again. Then one of the other Apostle's asked Him another question. He smiled this time, and gave sort of a sigh. He then said "these things don't always come to me right away". He then brushed His hair with one of His hands.
This part of the dream made me realize the nature of Christ in relation to God the Father. Its almost like the Father's presence with the Son was stronger at certain times than others. There were times where Christ was a man (without sin of course). But then there were times when God the Father would overwhelm Him, and Christ would be illuminated with all of the knowledge and wisdom of God the Father.
I later thought about this, after the dream, and thought that maybe it was because God is above all of His creation, and His creation can never be as great as He is. If it were as great as Him then He would be creating Himself (which is not possible because He is infinite). Hence, Christ would show signs of being a man like me and you because Christ was God's creation. Nevertheless, He had no individual soul, and was God at the same time.
Anyways, going back to the part about having a college degree. It really rung a bell, after the dream, as to why Christ asked me about why I got my Bachelor's degree. I was thinking about this, and couldn't remember why I made this decision a long time ago. Then I was at work, and I was talking with another one of my colleagues. I was talking with him about things that happen in the workplace that I don't like. Then I remember saying, "I decided to get my degree in hopes that I could avoid these kinds of things". Then it hit me as to why I got my degree, and Christ's question in my dream. The fact that Christ asked me that in my dream, and how soon after, the answer to His question came about in the way that it did...made me think that my dream was real.
And thats why I decided to share it with you here on CathInfo.
The End.