Just wanted to let you guys know my wife miscarried over the weekend, so if I don't mention our pregnancy again, or if, God willing, we are pregnant again you know why.
We're okay. We've never dealt with this. My wife was sad, and I had no idea how to react when we found out that that's what happened. She cried during the night time, and I felt a little bad because I tried to play it off during the day for her, but I realized she was more upset than I expected. My mom was also upset.
I told her it was by the will of God that we were pregnant, and it is by His will that we are not anymore. What I didn't tell her, is that I feel sort of awkward about the child, knowing that it will not go to Heaven. It like I'm inclined to almost feel resentful, that we were pregnant to begin with, and then that this happened. Of course, I know better than to actually believe it, but it is a strange feeling. Can I even pray for the unborn child?