Unlike somebody like S2Rea, I don't think Matthew was trying to hurt you when he started this thread, at least not in a way that wasn't meant to help you.  If you had the wisdom to, I think you would accept it and be grateful for it.  As it is, I guess you don't.  Although, I haven't read most of the thread.  (I am not trying to insult you, I think we all need God's grace to get wisdom, I know I do).  So, I will pray that you get that too and perhaps my intercessory prayer will be of some help to you.  Although, there may be more powerful intercessors, which I could ask to join me in praying for you.  I wonder what saint would be a good choice for that???? (any help in that regard, from anyone, would be appreciated, except maybe S2Rea, since I don't like him anymore and I'm thinking about mentioning that in every single breath I take for the rest of my bitter, bitter life   )