I am 16 and have been researching Vatican II and V2 popes and the horrible new mass. I grew up catholic and went to catholic school my whole life and my interest in the changes in the church started based off hatred of communion in the hand. After researching for 2 years I decided to go to the sspv chapel near me for midnight mass on Christmas and was amazed at the beauty of the true mass. Ever since then I have resolved to never fall into the V2 trap and terrible new mass. I am not a sedevacantist, however I don’t trust the new mass and new rites of ordination/consecration, so instead of saying definitively that the new mass, new rites are invalid, I hold them as doubtful and won’t ever be involved with them at all. I also don’t know for sure if the pope is or isn’t pope so my stance is “I am open to submit to the true pontiff whoever he may be if there currently is one because of this irregular, confusing, and terrible situation”.