Hi My Name is Martin Killeen,
I am retired from the NYPD.
I live in Costa Rica.
I was baptized in the original pre- VaticanII RCC..well I might need to be corrected on that...I was baptized while the mass was still in Latin and almost none or none of the distortions of Vat II had visibly taken place yet...1961...our churches in the Bronx NY at the time were staunch Irish Catholic and my 2 overlapping parishes in particular(I lived on a borderline)
were considered "hold out churchs"...concerning the Latin Mass, dogma Liturgy, priests, Etc.
I cant remember what year we switched from the Latin Mass but training as an Altar Boy in 70, 71..we were still taught the Latin Mass, but when I was able to serve 72 73,it was the vernacular N.O.
So perhaps technically not a VatI ...I was fortunate to experience Vat I.....until of course the hammer came down.
I remember the 1st Novus Ordu and even with errors, at first ,it still seemed like a real mass. I was an altar boy....so after being a hold out church we stuck to what seemed to be a fairly strict vernacular mass.
But by around 1974 ,we had some radical nuns in house, and they really got involved , and church wasn't church anymore. UGH...instead of organ music..hippies with BANJOS guitars and tamborines...it was like "The Partridge Family" was running the mass.
Anyway I have been on a private journey for about a year..reading and studying a lot.
amazon.com has been really helpful, I've bought a small library of study books from them.
I started one night by doing a search on "The Virgin of Fatima" (my mothers favorite and she always talked on the secrets and how it was so real and important and the rosary.) From there it's been step by step study realization study realization....shortly after the journey started I had to go back to the states and I attended mass in English........I was blown away the mass...all the words of all the prayers the whole thing...it was...hard to describe
but horrifyingly..scary...bad.
I had previously attending N.O. masses in Spanish, and was using old old English Latin prayer books..so I had no idea how bad things had become.
Well I could go on for hours....but I'll cut to the chase.
I really want to connect with some Traditional Catholics,at this point I'm desparate to find anyone, here in Costa Rica.
I know they exist because I read a story about them and how they tried to operate within the structure of the RCC...several priests were trained in the TLM but at the 11th hour,stabbed in the back the, "bishop" here Quiros had assigned his #2 to "assist" all along but really he was just an informer so that when everything was go...the hammer came down....NO TLM allowed.
Anyway if there is any one out there who could give me any tip or lead to get me in touch with some Traditionalists...I would be grateful.
Amen...... Thank you all.......Martin Killeen.