Not sure how all of this works, or if I am doing this right but here goes:
About me:
Name: Jennifer
Age: 38
Location: Central IL/ formerly MN
Status: Single
Beliefs: Sedevacantist
How's that for a start? I was raised in the Novus Ordo, but at least my parents were good enough to keep us rooted in the fundamentals of the True Faith. I was in the dark about many of the ongoings of the church which has brought forth "new terminology" such as Novus Ordo, Traditionalists, Indult, Sedevacantism, etc....etc... I was taught that Catholicism meant only one thing. True Catholicism does--what we have on earth now--oh, boy!
My first experience with "traditional Catholicism" was a funeral mass (latin) for my grandmother (in an Independent Chapel) when I was 13. I have relatives/ancestors who were in the religious order at many levels, mostly prior to VII. It took a crisis/tragedy in my immediate family in the early-mid '90's for my parents to go back to (at what at least appeared) Traditional Catholicism by attending "Latin Mass". (Though most of my family and relatives still attend the NO; few of them are affiliated with some "trad group or another".)
Long story short, I have experienced the "trad group" gammut. I've attended Tridentine, Indult, SSPX, SSPV, CMRI, Independent chapels/churches. Some relatives and I have had some personal contact/experiences with those who have/ are forming "splinter groups" (those who take one article/point in history and make it an entire platform of their beliefs ie: Siri Thesis, BoD/BoB, etc...*For the record, I have not jumped on the Feenyite or Siri bandwagons)
While questioning (out of sincerity, not out of disobedience) these churches and why "one is different than the other"...I learned that they all have one thing in common: They all hate each other. I have never experienced a more backbiting, loathing, scandalous group of so called "leaders of souls" than the ones who are supposed to be guiding them. I know I am not the only person who has had personal connections to any of these particular groups, but experiencing some of this practically first hand, I can't imagine why anyone in my position wouldn't choose the same path that I did if given the same situation. After much consideration and heartbreak and research--I chose to become what "traditionalists" label "home alone" catholic. I know that this term tastes like vile in the mouth of Traditionalist sects, but I haven't been able to find true Catholicism in any single one of them.
To be honest, I've joined the group out of curiosity partially to find friendship because, even as a traditionalist (but especially being single, living alone and having very little Catholic influence outside of my "front door",) I'm looking for a bit of comradarie. I know that most all of the members here will disagree with my choice of "being Catholic" But, at this point, I cannot be convinced otherwise. I can be quite "passionate" about what I believe, and it's only out of frustration at the crisis in the (earthly) church has posed that I become "angry"; it is not against anyone personally. I can get a bit obstinate at times, and I am trying to practice more humility seeking skills. I only ask that you respect this, as I will try and respect yours; we can disagree to agree. (and vice versa).
I guess I'm stating this off the bat because I've briefly viewed reasons for being "ousted". While I know I am not the only one who believes as I do, I just have found very few people who do. Just hoping there may be a few friends here.
God bless you all and have a good day!