:cussing: too many smileys taking up my screen real estate!
So ive been to sspx masses and cmri masses and i can count the number of times on 1hand.
I do daily mass nom when its not too cold in the morning when i wake up

hey its the hard wood floors!
For me its all about killing my "death grip" habit for good. Nom confession, nom eucharist, sspx confession, sspx eucharist, cmri confession, cmri eucharist could not get the job done.
15decade rosaries daily could not get the job done. Praying to saints for thheir intercessions from credit card sized collection cards didnt do it for me either.
Fasting was a waste of time. I truly thought it was a demon. But after trying out a lot of these things i saw that valid holy orders and invalid ones arguments and what not made not a speck of a difference. With all that baggage of capital T traditionalism and novus wierdo stuff i finally threw in the towel of surrender. I had just a thought to try out. Put away the computer and tablet. Guess what!? It works. Though its a constant struggle to combat, i just cant let my guard down. When im on these devices and i get the urge to visit bbdotcom i immediately put them away. Right now im doing the 90day no fap challenge and everything is pretty good right now.
Alittle too much info but its a contribution for us men. Put away all internet enabled devices. I mainly use my smartphone for browsing.
I guess im mainly here at cathinfo cause of the level of discussions on the cic and ccc type stuff.