Hello, Everyone,
I was an SSPX seminarian (St. Thomas Aquinas Winona) from 1989-1991. Prior to that, I received a BA in Latin & Greek, so I ended up teaching Latin to the 1st year seminarians during my second year. Left to become a sedevacantist. Spent some time with Father Jenkins in Cleveland (where I got to know Joseph Santay pretty well as we both worked on their TV show). I then became a seminarian under Father (now Bishop) Sanborn. That ended pretty badly for me. I returned to SSPX for a little while, vacillated back and forth, and left again. I spent a few years studying Greek and Latin at The Catholic University grad school in Washington, DC. I finished all the courses but not the actual degree. I became a computer programmer so as to make a living and am now married with four children.
Somehow along the way I've gotten to know very well quite a number of bishops: Williamson, Santay, Sanborn, Fulham, Neville, Webster, and Elmer.
I now adhere to a middle position between SSPX and sedevacantism which I feel resolves the very real difficulties with both of them, and I hold a stricter interpretation of the dogma Extra Ecclesiam Nulla Salus (but again more of a via media between the extremes of say a Most Holy Family Monastery and what I believe to be a wrong/weak SSPX position -- if in fact one could say there's some kind of monolithic SSPX).
I felt that forums such as angelqueen were way too dogmatically SSPX (actually censoring the very word sedevacantist), so I started my own forum--though I didn't get very much traffic on it. As you can perhaps gather from what I wrote above, I believe in allowing a certain amount of latitude around the diabolical disorientation which has infested the Church. I have my opinions of course but don't feel as though anyone who disagrees with me should be therefore condemned as a heretic. Unfortunately, I got into that mindset under Father Sanborn, and that pretty much destroyed my vocation to the priesthood. But, alas, those are very long stories. So I happened upon this forum and was encouraged to see a tolerance of people with various viewpoints. I am very much disheartened to see a lack of charity and compassion among Traditional Catholics towards those who take different positions. I've run the full gamut and have been blessed to know so many good sincere souls in every camp. If people have veered off in the wrong direction, then we should only be sad for them.
Looking back, the happiest times in my life were those I spent at St. Thomas Aquinas. I hate living in the world, and daydream a lot about being back at the seminary.
Yours in Jesus and Mary,
Laszlo Szijarto