Hello,
Blessed Advent! I'm Anne, and I live in a tiny and beautiful and somewhat remote village in western Canada. It's surrounded by mountains, lakes, evergreens, fields, farms, rivers, and all sorts of flora, fauna and wildlife. There is one road in, and if that is blocked, you could still access parts of it by boat or float plane. We were recently miraculously spared from severe flooding and total devastation. (Thank-you Blessed Mother, my loving Queen!)
I love God and His Blessed Mother very much and am more Traditional Catholic than not, but my path has not been easy, straight, nor linear in keeping the Faith. Somehow Our Blessed Mother takes pity on me, and by many miracles, I am still here. I have been fighting many uphill battles by myself for many years due to an irregular family situation and past tragedies.
I am very intelligent with many things, but have great difficulty with math/abstractions, (some sort of processing deficit), and do not have the intellect to understand a lot of heavy-duty readings in terms of Theology, Philosophy, and so on, so many things will fly over my head and I will be unable to "debate you formally," or the like. Some of this has got worse due to car accidents that left permanent issues.
I do love to read, and write, but please be patient with me and choose your topics accordingly.
Indeed, my ability and gift of the Faith is much more on the level of a child that trusts, and tries to keep things simple, lest I become more confused and discouraged about keeping things straight. So like the Little Flower that was upset by certain things, I too, need to keep things more simple when it comes to reading about the Faith, and less intellectual. I also work with a deep intuition and such, and that has somehow managed to keep me out of a lot of trouble by not being too curious about many things. So I really have no interest in learning all the ins and outs of papal conclaves, Thomas Aquinas, and things like that unless you explain it to me as though I were a 5 year old hearing it for the first time and break things down into smaller parts.
Discouragement is not good for me at all, and is the complete opposite of my natural personality, so I have to be careful not become too upset, lest I give up. I am normally a very outgoing and sociable person, but geography and personal circuмstances find me without a kind and understanding confidante or friend to do some outdoor activities with or female friendship, etc. I hope to be able to remain friendly with some local villagers and bring more souls to God. (I have to be patient with many things--God will test me. One person that I prayed for took 10 years to return to the Sacraments, but I received the joy of seeing it first-hand. I have to be delicate with many things in my approach, but I am not afraid to go out of my way to help others). I am very compassionate.
I have the gift of the Faith because of an amazing mother (rest in peace, Mom), and many, many crosses keep me striving to keep it. I stumble and fall, and get back up again repeatedly, but I was told that is the difference between a sinner and a saint--the sinner will remain in the mud and just stop getting up again one day. The Saint works on staying up until the end.
My leanings are SSPX, FSSP and similar friendlies, but I do the best I can with what I have to work with locally and situation-wise also until other things in my life change again. I have had the amazing blessings of being confirmed by Archbishop Lefebvre and having had some very wonderful Priests to provide the Sacraments and encouragement, etc. I have met 3 out 4 of the Original SSPX Bishops, plus Athanasius Schneider.
I enjoy cooking and creating new dishes without recipes for my husband, and the outdoors, animals, being creative, travel, adventure, sports, and many other things. I am a homemaker at present, but really need to consider returning to employment for a variety of reasons. Again, my temperament is better with people. I do not do well by myself for extended periods of time. My husband is a good man, but even he cannot be expected to be all things to his wife :-)
I am praying for the Triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I love to bring Our Lady flowers, blow her kisses, and to say many prayers constantly in my heart throughout the day.
I have to be somewhat anonymous because of my husband's work and also personal reasons, so I can remain free from further isolation and persecution.
God Bless you,
Anne
P.S. I will get better with this format as time goes along I hope :-) This is part of a penance I am giving myself for the remainder of Advent.