Last year I attended 400 masses and went to confession 40 times.
This year my last Mass was on Jan 30 and I have no desire or urge to return to Church.
My recommendation for folks in your situation is to find a local traditional Eastern Catholic liturgy. Its eschatological conversation between Father, Son and Holy Spirit, with the Blessed Mother weaving in and out, and absent the politics of Latin Traditionalism, is often rejuvenating spiritually.
I really don't see what is so political about going to mass? I have gone to several SSPX chapels and I have never heard any "political" sermons, ever. It has been over 16 years, the sermons are solid based on the Fathers of the church, educational, anything but political.
I really don't understand why everyone cares about who they sit right next to and what they believe. If you have the faith that is all that matters, sure we might disagree over the current man dressed in white but no one disagrees in rejecting everything he says and does. So as far as I am concerned, SSPX are SV'ist that have not come to understand their own principles. Its okay, sometimes it takes sometimes to come to self-realization or that Eureka moment where you realize you were "there all along."
I would love to be able to attend Easter Liturgies. Especially one that has no Latinizations, a priest that is actually not "orthodox" for all intents and purposes (more often then not, they are a bunch of heretics that have nothing of Catholic belief, surprises me why they have not left the church). The ones that are really bad about all this are the Melkites, I have heard several "Catholic" melkite priest go on Orthodox Radio (yes I listen to them one in a while to be aware what our fellow heretics are up to) pretty much talk about how they retain belief in the truthfulness of the Orthodox claim etc...