Perhaps this will also help Raoul understand us.  I am so against "them" that I don't want to aid them in any way.  So I would listen to the talking heads to find out what direction they wanted us to go, so I could go a different direction.  I couldn't do it, I'm just not smart enough to out think the devil who I am convinced is orchestrating all this evil.  I am also convinced that God is creating good in the midst of all this evil.  So, yes, there is good fruit on the poison tree.  God put it there.

In the midst of trying to figure them out, I  noticed that ALL things were beginning to look evil.  I could see how they could want us to  believe both sides of the coin and it drove me crazy.  I decided to take the route of the saints and lift my eyes to heaven.