Who prays for martyrdom??
I have prayed countless times for a young death as a martyr, but now I do not pray do die as a martyr as of recently, but I still pray for a young death.
I pray that I will die young after I have finished my books ( I live to write stuff, which is unlike the way I post on cathinfo BTW!)
I have a gut feeling that I will not live to grow old but will die in my mid 30's
I am 28.
I don't know what will happen but my instinct tells me someone will kill me or I will die of some disease.
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