My parents worked at TAN Books from the very beginning of that apostolate. In fact, they MET at TAN Books! Working at such a place, they found out right away about the independent chapel that Tom Nelson set up to have the Traditional Latin Mass. So me and Traditional Catholicism go way back :)
My mother, always a staunch Catholic (who stopped attending Mass when the Novus Ordo came out, and found the Traditional Mass in the early 70's), became very devout right about the time I was a teenager.
I saw her setting aside regular time for prayer and meditation, and she was doing a lot of reading as well. I know she was praying for me to Our Lady, and that is how I received the grace to decide once and for all to be a good Catholic. It was a conversion of sorts, whereby I threw myself completely into my Faith and left the world for a while. I found myself in the Seminary a few months later, where I would spend 3 1/2 very important years. Needless to say, it changed my life permanently.
Right about the time of my "conversion", I decided to make the Total Consecration to Mary (St. Louis de Montfort) and began to be a devoted servant of Our Lady. I think she helped me many times in the seminary, in ways it's hard to explain here. For starters, she procured for me the grace to benefit as much as possible from each day I was at the seminary.
There are some elements that are too personal to discuss here in an open forum, but there is much more that Our Lady did to help me, for which I will be eternally grateful.
I gave my first 2 children Marian names: Dominic and Miriam (the original "Mary" -- in Hebrew). Miriam was even born in August, which is the month dedicated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
My third child, Bridget, was born on May 31 last year, which was the feast of the Queenship of Our Lady, as well as Pentecost.
All the many blessings I've received came through Mary -- a certain quote comes to mind: "He that shall find me, shall find life, and shall have salvation from the Lord" (Prov 8:35)
I credit Mary with helping me to learn the truth, and to continue on the path of truth, deviating neither to the right hand nor to the left. I discovered so many snares as I explored and learned about the Catholic Faith, and I even watched many people get caught in those snares. Who am I to have avoided so great and many snares? Only the grace of God, procured for me by the great Queen of Heaven, could be the cause.
Matthew