Maybe I should've burnt it to prevent someone else "enjoying" what seemed a blasphemy to me.
This is a healthy instinct, Clare. I used to listen to much of that stuff, too, but it is disordered. Such disorder naturally wears on you as you try to order your life correctly (and the music militates against such correction). At first, I sold my CDs, then I trashed them, as I did not want anyone else listening to that stuff.
Btw, the disorder is IN THE MUSIC,
not just bad lyrics. I am not just saying that, as there are some wonderful studies/books/talks that make this crystal clear. God speed, my lady.