Pelly, please for the sake of your soul take the advice here on CathInfo and STOP READING THOSE SITES!!!
Before I converted to the Holy Catholic Faith, I read many of those sites, I have read and studied nearly every conspiracy out there, from moon bases, underground cities, to Reptilian shapeshifting overlords to I can't even remember what else.
Pelly, take my advice, you are going down a dead end. You will read one site, that has 'a ring of some truth' and it will lead you to another, and another. But you will go in circles. Ultimately the 'truths' of many of these crazy conspiracy sites cannot be proven or disproven. They do have some fairly compelling 'evidence' that lures people in. But in the end you are left with nothing that you can really believe.
You say that you live in Hungary and there are no traditional priests. Then find an older priest that is orthodox in his teaching and talk to him. Also there are many, many good Catholic books available I am sure in Hungarian as well. Start reading those!! If you spend say one hour on the computer, spend at least 30 minutes reading a Catholic book like a Catechism, lives of the Saints or something. Or better yet give up the computer entirely for a while as a penance, and just read some good Catholic books. BUT STAY AWAY FROM THOSE CONSPIRACY SITES!!!!!!!
I will pray for you.
Luke