OK, Raoul, we'll take one more crack at this. I will take you off hide if you will suspend your disbelief in me and quit accusing me of being someone/thing other than what I am.
Let me tell you what I am about. I am about building love and letting hate die for want of exercise. I do not believe in force as the means to convert people. The two attributes I like the most about God are His patience and His kindness. Jesus is always kind and gentle.
To whoever it was that worried about God giving up on his wavering. Jesus will not quench a smouldering wick. Keep smouldering until you burst into flames.