Matto - I never crossed the line. I have always sought to find the balance in tradition. But, you cannot find the balance if you do not know the bounds. So, I searched. And, while searching I was a doubtist. I took a liking to and decided to hijack :wink: the privationist title perhaps because of the prestige of +de lauriers, and the ability to do so. So, I labeled myself a privationist. Labels do come in handy. I saw it as a tip of the hat to the man. But, most probably would disagree.
Anyway, privation was relatively short lived. That is probably what gave you the idea, and leads to why I don't use it anymore. I didn't like the perceived company, and don't want to mislead any. By company I mean dogmatic sedes who either invalidate all but their own or who are filled with hatred towards R&R. I was non dogmatically non una cuм for the longest time, and I still am half non una cuм. I doubt the local bishops, as can be seen from my last post.
There is plenty of mystery to the office of the papacy, so much so that I personally found room to shelter under the privation/doubt camp. But, I always made it clear that if I leaned to any side of the debate, it was that I always leaned towards the pope as being the pope. I never crossed that line, and I still don't believe I did. However, we are not goats. And, I would rather serve in heaven, than reign in hell. So, in things permissible(that is the key word), I submit. That is the real beauty of authority. Because, there are many mansions in our fathers house. Thank God for +Lefebvre, and thank God for the vatican council 1 dogma.
So, for about the last year now I have been R&R. And, I see more and more wisdom in the position of +Lefebvre. I even see +Williamson as doing the right thing. And, he has taken quite a bit of heat for it, even from me. Remember, we all have a role and a duty to fulfill. +Williamson is not perfect. +Lefebvre was not perfect. But, when I think of them, I see the good. And, that is what matters. I cannot say that about dogmatic sedes.